Taking Up the Cross… by Putting Down the Chocolate?

He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, ‘If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.  For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. – Mark 8:34-35

In surveying friends and family, and myself over the years, I tallied a list of things we tend to give up for lent.  It was mostly commodities and creature comforts:  chocolate, cigarettes, coke, coffee, cursing, chips, computers, credit cards. Sometimes we’ve tried to set regimented goals and disciplinary practices: fast on Friday, pray more often or through a book, go to church every Sunday, work out and get healthy.

I wonder what would happen if we dumped all our denied-things at the feet of Jesus. What would he say about how we’re trying to please Him.   Because I’m fairly certain delivering 40 days worth of extra soda, 40 hours not wasted on Facebook, to His feet and saying I did it for you, Jesus wouldn’t get the response I’m hoping for.  Would he respond like the Jesus Mark records right after this?

Mark 8:37: “What can they give in return for their life?”

Would I feel comfortable handing Jesus a chocolate bar as a thank you, as my attempt at reciprocity for the cross?  Sorry for letting you die, but here’s the Klondike bar you really wanted from me?  Could I face Jesus like that?  It’s offensive, and I don’t think I’m comfortable realizing how offensive it is.

These verses are so overwhelming, I want to feel good that at least I’m doing something. At least, I tell myself, I am trying. When the offensive image, of me offering Jesus some junk food as a thank you for giving up His life, is staring me in the face, I get honest. Really, I’m not doing these for Jesus, I would never be so offensive towards Jesus, I’m giving these things up to practice discipline, to get healthy, to find a better life balance.  I’m doing these things for me.

I’m not really sure that makes it better. On the one hand, I’m not being flippant towards Jesus. I’m just taking his good moral example of giving up whatever he may have wanted so that he could take on my burden by also giving something up, for a while anyway.  It makes me a better person, doesn’t it?

Clearly I haven’t figured out what Jesus meant by “deny yourself.”  I don’t have enough stuff to give Him to make the trade equal.  I could give him my life, but quite honestly, I like my life, and I’ve got a healthy fear of ending up in a bad situation if I’m not in charge.  Christian History points to a lot of people who have lost their jobs, their financial security, their lives. I have student loans to pay back. I have a degree to finish. And honestly, my life is not the same as His, I’m a lot messier. I couldn’t save myself, much less all of humanity.

I am fully dependent on grace to save me.  I can’t make enough sacrifices. Saying that, Jesus had a lot to say about how to live.  The relief in that grace can’t be understated. Only from that starting point can I approach “denying myself” with new eyes. I am free from trying to make the past okay. I can start anew.

Denying myself means what Jesus did: not making my life all about me. Paul makes the sentiment clearer than I ever could in Galatians 5:13-14:

13For you were called to freedom, brothers and sisters; only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for self-indulgence, but through love become slaves to one another. 14For the whole law is summed up in a single commandment, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.”

It’s a start.

The Kingdom of God and Institutitions

The post yesterday, about the Kingdom of God, ended on a note that mentioned that I don’t believe the Kingdom of God is found in the Institutional church. This, (heavily influenced by Moltmann) is kind of a continuation of that thought, and the converse: that being members of the Kingdom doesn’t mean we ignore institutions.

This does not mean we are not to engage with institutions at all.   Jesus practiced civil disobedience towards the Sabbath laws of the time, gathering grain and healing as he followed the Will of his Father.  Jesus acted against institutional power when he ran the money changers out of the temple. A whole economy operated out of the temple, which could be thought of as a “modest shopping mall.” (Kraybill, The Upside Down Kingdom, p. 57)  The temple was the center of commerce, religion and government.  Jerusalem was New York, Rome and Washington D.C. at one place for the Israelites.  But the people exchanged money and sold the necessary sacrifices at airport-level prices, making a profit off of God.  When Jesus chased them out, he shut down the temple, the economy of Jerusalem for a moment. This was the equivalent of throwing everyone on wall street out for the day.

Said another way, we see that Jesus called us to live together in community, the function of us as gathered people provides its own power and leverage in any system. God did not call us to live alone as believers, knowing that every belief has social implications. Anyone living in a family knows that a job loss does not simply affect the breadwinner, but the entire family.  Rarely do personal consequences apply only to one person.

So again, how do we “go out”?  How do we stop responding to the world, not claiming the responsibility of stewardship as God gave us? We will never fix these evils forever.  We have a lot to lose and little to gain or make right for God.  Our best intentions may even go wrong and cause harm, as we have seen come out of early missions and the destruction of culture, or when we offer food-aid to countries that makes it unprofitable for people to grow their own grain. We can start with the Lord’s prayer.  We can start with scripture.  Scripture tells us to take care of the earth.  Scripture tells us to love our neighbors. Scripture tells us to feed the hungry.  Scripture tells us to forgive the people who owe us money. Consider forgiving money you lent a recognition that it was never yours in the first place, simply God’s to take care of. Everything God has given you is a tool to use for his Kingdom. Job understood this. If God removes those tools, whether it be house or car or health or life itself on this world, we still praise him as Lord.

Everything has been a gift. Praise God.

Musings on my ideas about the Kingdom of God

I’m not sure where this is going, if anywhere at all, but it’s a little something that I’ve been working out with God over the past semester thanks to Dr. Roger Olson’s Kingdom of God class. These are just… unfinished journal thoughts that have ended up in the “possible sermon idea” binder, or the “possibly need to learn to read scripture better and get a better theology” binder, so take them for that. Thank y’all for listening as always.

The Beginning is Near: The Kingdom of God

Like our salvation, the Kingdom of God will not be dependent on our efforts. We cannot save ourselves, and nothing we do will affect the timing of God’s return.  But also like our salvation, we must respond to it.   Paul writes to the Philippians, “Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose.” (Philippians 2:12-13) God has a use for us in this world.  We are not to focus inwardly or upwardly towards “the mansion in the sky” at the expense of our neighbor.

Where does this allow us to rest?  Jesus tells us, “For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” ( Matthew 11:30) Consistently working “to be perfect”, knowing the result is outside of your control sounds far more demoralizing than it does peaceful.   The trick is in knowing that we delude ourselves when we pretend that our will is what is done. “Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?” Jesus asks. (Matthew 6:27) The ends, how things work out, is always out of our control.  But when we stop worrying, when we stop fighting the Will of God and prayerfully petition God in a model consistent with Philippians 4:6, we find none of it matters.  God has found us, God is our Father, we do not adopt him.  Augustine writes in City of God that we are regenerated as Children of God.(book 15) God cares more about spending the next steps of the journey with you than he needs you to do anything. We get to constantly start anew each day, each hour and each moment with God.

This world is not our world, it is still Gods.  Jesus is not our hotel housekeeper, and we cannot treat the world like a hotel room we can trash and leave, knowing it will be clean for the next inhabitants.  Scripture tells us to be careful stewards of what God entrusts us with. This involves the earth, as it suffered in the fall. The Kingdom means we are servants in God’s palace  “here on Earth”.

While the members of this church may all be God’s servants, that does not mean God’s palace is the institutional church.  No human institution is the Kingdom, whether it be congregation, government or business. We have already established that we cannot build the Kingdom or “force God’s hand” in bringing the Kingdom about.  Being careful stewards though, does not mean controlling other people.  Just as Jesus resisted becoming the political messiah many expected him to be, so must we.  As God gives us the choice to follow His Will, we must give that dignity to others.  He has decided it is His Will not to force every knee to bow in this world.

Peacemaking and God’s Will: Last Thursday’s Sermon

Last Thursday I decided to get some preaching practice at George W. Truett Theological Seminary’s Fall Festival of Preaching. Later I’ll be writing about the “Moses Complex” I generally have when preaching. It’s the only area in my life that I wonder “Who am I to be sharing the scripture?” That’s for another day though. This is just the sermon as it’s written (a bit more of me is added as I speak, not enough). I was very thankful that so many people were encouraging, and loved the content, as well as offered ways I could expand on the content.  I owe the NIV, and Donald Kraybill for this sermon, a lot.

Turn the Other Cheek: Peacemaking and God’s Will

On June 26th of this year a 49 year old black man named  James Anderson was beat up by 7 white teenagers before being run over and killed by 18 year old Deryl Dedmon. The incident was caught on camera and uploaded to CNN where it made waves across blogs and the media . As evidence unfolded, the story became even harder to hear.  The seven teens did not know James Anderson; they were simply looking to beat up a black man and he was the first they found. His family has openly shared their struggles through this tragedy and has asked the courts a favor concerning Deryl Dedmon’s conviction.

How does scripture help the family of Mr. Anderson respond to their loss and to face the brutal hatred that broke their family? Barbara Anderson Young, James’ younger sister spoke to the media: “the punishment for those with hate in their hearts should be one tempered with love.”  They came forward and asked the state not to impose the death penalty against Dedmon.

Let us turn to Matthew 5:38-48 and read:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also.  And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well.  If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles.  Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,  that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.  If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?  And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that?  Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Is this how the Andersons responded to what the passage calls Christians to do?

We can find a few hints about the background world in which this was written by Looking at Jewish culture, If a coworker punched you on the cheek, he owed you a fine. But to slap someone across the right cheek the way Jesus describes here is more than an angry reaction; it is intended to humiliate. While this slap probably physically hurt a lot less than being punched, the fine was one-hundred fold.

If the relationship was not between equals but between master and servant, there was no fine. The servant could either fight back and be beaten or stand humiliated without recourse.

If we consider what Matthew 26:52 says: “Put your sword back in it’s place,” isn’t this advocating a passive acceptance of violence entirely?  The humiliated servant in the corner who refuses to fight back has technically kept the peace. But he suffers hurt and anger in his heart, the master has also lost the ability to be empathetic.  But Christ calls us to more.

What kind of answer was “turning the other cheek”? Jesus was not referring to stand in the corner without one’s dignity. He was offering a third way. He meant to expose the violence and deny the system of social stratification that was routine. He brought in a new basis for the servant to retain his dignity that did not attempt to humiliate his master.

This is restorative love that we can practice in the new Kingdom. This is the reason for non-violent resistance used by Baptist Preachers like Martin Luther King, Jr. during the civil rights movement.

The family could have learned to forgive James Anderson’s killers without asking the state not to kill him, but they believed Jesus asked more than simply an attitude change. This love requires action.

We can create other examples to illustrate the concept: This love would tell us not to give Hamas, but it would also command us to build a hospital for their communities.  Or it means offering to pay the probation fines of the drunk driver who drives his car into your living room so he can focus on the work of overcoming addiction.

What does this mean for the rest of us? The example above is extreme: many of us do not have murdered family members.  How can we “be Perfect”. When scripture speaks of blessing those who curse us, praying for those who exploit and abuse us, offer the other cheek to those who hurt and humiliate us, how can we make practical sense of it? Furthermore, how are we to respond to those who hurt not us, but the innocent?

Turning the other cheek is active. It is being a peacemaker. It isn’t a coincidence Jesus addresses this in the Beatitudes listed in the same chapter.  Here the servant  who has offered his cheek has a new serenity of his own: his master no longer has the power to humiliate him. He has allowed peace to rule in his heart.

As Christians, we no longer have to wait for situations to happen to us in order to respond. We are told to go out, to create peace.  This is a central implication of the Great Commission: Go Out! Jesus says, Go out! Don’t just baptize and make disciples, but teach them to obey everything I have taught you. Teach them this peace, that both frees the heart from the bondage of all the grudges you previously held and restores relationships between you as a community.  Grace not only makes us new, but it creates a new order in the world.

This doesn’t come naturally, does it? Many responses to the Anderson family have wondered if this means they didn’t truly love their son, their brother. It is not in the human will to respond to death with love. Most of us respond with fear and with creatively violent plans of revenge that still make us look like the better person.

And again, we are lost at the place where Jesus says, “Be Perfect, as Your Father is Perfect.” This is why the next thing Jesus teaches us is how to pray: “Lord, Let your Kingdom come, Let your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.”  Let us rest in the Lord’s peace that comes through doing his will, as residents not of this world  but with our comfort tied into the reality of the Kingdom.  We are not “one-upping” the Will of God by promoting non-violent corner-standing. Neither are we living as Christ commands if we respond with the quick solution of violence. Let us do no more, but do no less as we end together with the Lord’s prayer.

Let us end with this prayer together.

   “‘Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from the evil one.
For Yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever.
Amen”

 

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